I understand this. Im wondering if you have high levels of energy, before this happened. Some people are on a higher spiritual path than others, usually those with life paths of 11 & 22, so all kinds of traumatic things happen in their life that change them. If they get too far in depression, like you...they can bring negative things to happen to them, including lower leveled entities. You have to remember, that what we dwell on, is what we bring...its the power of manifestation. Its our way of bringing things back around to deal with the trauma and release it. Unless you are seeing or sensing spirits around you, you probably do not need spirit release. What you need is a good support system of gifted people like yourself who need to learn to deal with depression, trauma, ptsd, ect. You have not healed, meds wont work...it has to be real healing where you at peace with the things that have happened.
I know what your life is like, mine has been similiar and it all started the day I was born...I wasnt even suppose to be born as my mother went in for an abortion because she and dad had the RH factor, then I spent 2 years in a hospital with lung problems, then they divorced, then abuse through out most of my life...and the tragic stories I could, go on and on.
But there are things you can do. Im not religious, although I respect religion and Jesus, I am more spiritual because of my near death experiences(had a few of them) You need to not hold in any anxiety or anger you have, release it daily. Do not let it build up...you have to learn to cope with it. Exercise helps alot, get it out.
Epsom salt baths are good for relaxing and have healing properties. Burning White Sage helps with any negativity around you(so does the salt baths) you can get the salts from any store, and can use sea salt too, but I like Epsom salt. Try meditating for atleast 20 minutes in the morning, its hard to do when you have alot of anxiety and frustration, but keep working on it..look it up on youtube to help you better understand how to do it. You can also try a past life regression, some of this stuff might have been brought over(yes past lives are real, I learned this also through my near death experiences) You might have long overdue fears and phobias that have been brought into this life and repeated over and over, its your souls way of getting you to deal with it.
You can also join spiritual websites or if you have any locally or any cities near you, try them. We have a community college here that actually offers these classes now.
You can try to redirect your thinking...go back to school, try something you have always wanted to do, pick up an artistic pursuit to help you relax, anything you dream about doing...take baby steps and start doing it...this helps to raise your vibrational frequency.
If you live near water, the ocean, a lake, pond, pool...spend time next to it or swimming...water has healing properties. Get lots of sunlight, for vitamin D and energy...sunlight is very healthy, just dont get too much where you get sunburned, if you are light skinned, atleast 30 minutes a day...do not stay in dark rooms for too long. We are energy beings, so make sure you getting sun and eating the right foods....anything that grows from the earth and sunlight...fruits and vegetables, ect.
Get plenty of rest, atleast 8 hours, melatonin is over the counter at Walmart if you need help.
Take extra vitamins, stress and negativity deplete your body of vitamin B's, these vitamins help keep you calm and balanced.
Pray or pick up a spiritual pursuit that connects you with God, light, positivity, ect.
Find a good therapist, somebody you can work through your past traumas with until you understand, heal and let go. Medicine is a bandaide, not a cure.
Remember that if our souls are energy, thats what brings these bodies we live in alive, so if you have alot of negative thoughts/feelings...you are going to manifest these things into your reality...thats why people see demons and other unpleasant things...they are manifesting from the lower vibrational density. You dont have to live on the higher frequencies all the time either...you are here, try to balance out your emotions. When you catch yourself dwelling, obsessing over the bad things that have happened to you...catch yourself and light some sage or take an epsom salt bath, exercise, play good music, ect...you have to redirect yourself.
You have to learn to cope. Even if somebody did a spirit releasement, exorcism, ect...if you still have bad thoughts from your past, you are still going to have problems. So, you have to deal with them, heal and let go. And remember acceptance of who you are and gratitude for these experiences, the good and the bad. You will never be the kid you use to be, or the person you were...you are a different person now...accept it, God has other plans in store for you. Let your past go. God Bless